Sleeping in the middle of the bed

middle aged woman sleeping in bed

Ever since I moved, I have my pillow on the left side of the bed. The same as I used to. As if somehow I was expecting at some point some knight in shining armour to come and fill the other side, the other pillow. I’ve been waiting, hoping, going on dating apps, looking around Read More →

I want to be a girlie girl


Ever since I was a little girl, I have loved all things make-up and beauty. I still do. Just get lost in the cosmetics department of House of Fraser. I just went in there to buy a mascara and ended up buying a mascara, a cream and an eyeshadow. To be fair I needed all Read More →

Will I let anyone love me

I’ve been thinking a lot today. Too much probably. I have a date on Thursday and (from chatting online and talking on the phone once last night) I really like this guy and I want it to go well. However, I keep messing up and saying things which I think could make him see me Read More →

Feeling good – week off with kids, Brighton Pride and a holiday coming up


I’m feeling good. I had a week off with the kids a couple of weeks ago and I loved it. On Monday we went ice skating. On Tuesday we stayed in as my currency was being delivered. So we stayed in and did plasticine modelling. Wednesday I took them to the cinema to see the Read More →

A week off with the kids & update on flea infestation


Today is day 3 of my week off with the kids. I had some holiday left for this year and figured it would be nice to spend a week chilling and doing fun stuff with the kids. It’s been really good so far. On Monday I took them ice skating, which was a challenge, them Read More →

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