I’m sat here in my underwear trying to get ready to go out with friends on New Year’s Eve and I just don’t feel up to it. A week ago I felt like my luck had changed. I had met someone nice who turned out to not like me enough back. I feel fat and unattractive and I keep staring at my face thinking “Who is going to love you”. I can’t get the motivation to get dressed up and go out and celebrate bringing the new year in as what if it just brings more disappointment?
I know probably need to just give myself a shake and go out and have fun with my friends but in all honesty, right now I would rather stay home and hide. Put on some pajamas and snuggle under the duvet in front of a movie.
And as for being fat, well. Maybe I should do something about it. Nothing I can do about that right now so I’m going to go put on some makeup, finish struggling to straighten my hair and get dressed. I’m sure I’ll be okay after a couple of jelly shots.
Tomorrow can be the day for sofa-surfing and movies as I’ll be nursing a hangover.
I hope you have a good one.
I might need a cold shower………..lol
Completely missing the point but I’ll let u off. This time!!!
It was your first six words…. go out and enjoy yourself…… I’ve been married 45yrs Abi I think your very attractive I think your also very intelligent and could start your own business and be successful with it……..
Thanks Roy
Once you get out and let your hair down all this self doubt will be a thing of the past.
Thanks Stacey. Am at my friend’s house now. Feeling better.