It’s beyond me to hold a book
I’m too tired almost to breathe
Things could be worse you say,
I’m finding it really hard to believe
When I fall. I fall down deep
Into a chasm I can’t see the end
Can’t see my way out of this hole
Can’t see the light around the bend
I don’t know why I’ve come so low
Don’t understand the depths I’m in
Don’t know which way to turn or go
The light fades and the dark will surely win
Hold onto their faces, my little loves
Their tiny hugs and hopeful eyes
Tell them that their mummy’s fine
Tell them those little white lies
How do I hold it together for them
For my family, for myself
Pick myself up off the floor
Put these feelings away on the shelf?
I’ve tried, I really have but right now
I can’t stay afloat, I’m sinking fast,
The waves crash over me in a tidal flood
I’m breaking, not sure how long ill last.
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Just wanted to you know that I enjoy your reading your blog and I’m sorry that you’re having a hard time at the mo xx
Thinking of you. Hold tight you’ll come out the other side xx