Tag Archives: Work

Coming off anti-depressants

As I mentioned in my Update post, I feel like my life is starting to come together. No longer commuting to Reading, no longer working in an environment that I found claustrophobic and smothering, no longer stressing about childcare issues… its all coming together. I hope it stays that way. I really do! So I’d Read More →

Struggling to stay focussed (and positive)

The office is very very quiet today. It should be a good thing. There is hardly anyone in the office and I don’t have much work to do – plenty of time to busy myself on other things – and I have tried somewhat. But I’m finding it very hard to stay focussed. Things I Read More →

Bored but still overwhelmed

Man, I’m bored. Not sure any level of boredom could top this one. Today I am tasked with updating all the trackers for the people I support and it is mindless checking between the data in one spreadsheet and, if not accurate, typing the values into the other spreadsheet. x about 12 people. But each Read More →

Interview went badly

So after all that self-pumping up, telling myself that I could do it, that I was worth it, that they would want me, it was all a waste of time. They didn’t want me. I could almost tell right from the first moment that it wasn’t going to go well. There was no personal connection. Read More →

Stagnant

I’m feeling stagnant. Bored. Uninterested and uninteresting. Pale, colourless, dull. I have no enthusiasm for my work and I feel like who would employ me (although clearly some companies would consider it as I have an interview tomorrow – but what are the chances of me getting it? Well, 1 out of 3 I suppose Read More →