Tag Archives: Depression

Low low low

I don’t know where to start. Just feel so low. I’m low so I’m a rubbish friend. I’m a rubbish friend which makes me feel shit about myself and the vicious cycle goes on. I honestly don’t know why anyone would want to know me. I just let people down. I let my husband down Read More →

Friends and depression

Where to start. I don’t want to go into details but I recently (yesterday) had a problem with a friend that I love with all my heart because I had got jealous over her relationship with other mums from school and I felt left out because I am not invited to things. I know my Read More →

It shouldn’t be this hard

I really really need my appointment next week. So, quick update, I got a call from the MH team yesterday and they told me that they now need me to see a doctor to discuss things further. I asked about possible changes in medication in the meantime and they said that the doctor will want Read More →

Day of my appointment #pbloggers #mentalhealth

Its the big day. I have my appointment at 2pm. I’m going over to Daisy’s house in a minute to talk about things before we head to the place. I’m nervous. I don’t want to go, even though I know I need to. I’m nervous. I want it to end up in a useful result Read More →

Came clean at work today about depression

I came clean at work today about why I’d been off the last few days and why I haven’t been on my game lately.   Will say more about it later as I’m tired and it’s last my bedtime but it feels ok that it’s out in the open. One of the other PMs who I Read More →