They’d be better off

Sometimes I think they’d be better off without me.  All of them. My friends. My family. My kids. I can’t put into words why I feel that way. And I won’t act on it. I want to but I won’t.  Because tomorrow will be better.  It better be anyway.  I can’t go on like this. 

The fug of depression…. again

It is hard to see, when you are in the fug of a depressive state, that things were better only a few weeks ago, and will be better probably in a few week’s time. It is hard to imagine that 2 months ago, I was on such a high due to moving into my new Read More →

Telling Joshua he has autism

A couple of weeks ago, we had it confirmed that Joshua is definitely on the ASD (autistic spectrum disorder) spectrum. This was not unexpected, as we had suspected as much, but to have it confirmed was quite an emotional thing. He will never grow out of the little things that make him different, he won’t Read More →

4​ ​Ways​ ​to​ ​save​ ​money​ ​when going​ ​out​ ​with​ ​friends

This is a collaborative post Not everyone can afford to have expensive entertainment. Even an intimate dinner with friends or a movie date can cost an arm and leg if not planned carefully. While it is fun to hang out with your friends and go out, doing something that is not affordable may not be Read More →

Echoes from the past

I was watching Doctor Foster last night and I found it brought back a lot of old feelings and pain. When you go through a divorce, those feelings never entirely go away. Overall, I’m happy and things are going really well for me. I’ve got a new career/job, I’ve got a new house which I Read More →