Had enough and not going to censor myself tonight

OK, I’ve had enough. Josh has been a real challenge today. Alara is currently in the bath refusing to get out. Would quite like to go and curl up in bed. Can someone please come and take over????

The ex is away again. And how does that make me feel? A bit bitter, a bit annoyed, a bit lonely. I could find some money to go somewhere – probably a one-night stay in a UK city I could just about afford but do I have someone to go with me? No. Well, I could go with a friend I suppose but that’s not the point.

I am feeling like its all getting on top of me. Childcare, running to and from work, the shops, bedtime routine, morning routine, and all on my own. I didn’t sign up for this when I became a parent.

I didn’t sign up for this when I got married.

Urgh. Just fucking urgh!!!!

Also, can winter please go and do one!

2 Thoughts on “Had enough and not going to censor myself tonight

  1. I could have written this myself, it’s tough and so, so difficult to not feel resentful.

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