Some good advise given to me by a friend today. “Just be yourself, the rest will follow”.
I’m feeling low. I feel like I’m losing the battle – but I’m not even sure what that battle is for.
I’ve felt like I’m not a worthy human being. Being dropped by friends left right and centre.
Feeling like people are picking either me or him, when I see no reason why they should have to pick.
It hurts. It hurts to feel like you are not worth someone’s spit. To feel that people will go out of their way not to know you anymore. Maybe its just my interpretation of the matter, but that’s how it feels.
But I’m going to try to take my friend’s advise. I’m not unworthy. I am kind and have a lot of love in me and have a lot going for me, have a lot to offer. I do have good friends. Ones who take me for who I am, faults and all.
This is me and if you don’t like it, jog on. But one more thing… if you have a problem with me, say it to my face. The other way is just cowardly.
That is all.