First date / Full of cold
I went on a date last night. It was ok, we chatted about lots of things, but for me there was no spark and it showed me that I’m just not ready. I don’t think I’ll be doing it again any time soon. I think I need to be away from men. I don’t know what to do with the attention when I have it even though at times I crave it and wish someone was interested in me.
Within half an hour of getting back to my parents house my slightly blocked nose had become a full-blown cold.
I’m now back at “home” with the kids. Ben and Bella have gone out and I’m chilling with the kids. Feeling pretty rubbish though so am mostly Sitting on the sofa under a blanket. Josh is playing with Lego and Lala is sitting next to me watching TV.