How is it possible to feel so unwanted and abandoned. Its illogical I know. I run the risk of my work colleagues reading this as some of them now know about my blog, and thinking I’m even more of a loon than they already think I am.
I know I’ll get over it. but right now….. this is how I feel:
Foolish (for thinking that they would find a job for me here)
Unstable – because I’m so angry and upset (perhaps irrationally)
Unsure of the future – where will I end up working? Will it be nice, will it be local, will it be with people who like me
Insecure – no-one has said anything or commented on my FB status to say that they are sorry I’m leaving – although I know I have until 9th May
Like I want to run away
Like I need a big hug 🙁