We just had a quiz at work. Its nearly xmas. And I love working here. We had such a giggle upstairs doing the quiz. I got a bit competitive about winning, but then didn’t even come in the top 3. I got back to my desk and suddenly feel a huge slump in mood. I don’t exactly know why but a few thoughts flying round my head were:
- They are such a nice/fun bunch of people, why would they like me
- It won’t last. You won’t get a permanent job here and you’ll be back somewhere you hate again soon
- Or you’ll do something to screw up
I must learn to quieten these demons.